Hey guys! It's Share Your Story Sunday time.. yesssssss! These make my heart happy! This week Mandy from
Biblical Homemaking is sharing her story. What I love about Mandy: her amazing red hair (totally jealous!), the fact that she had the guts to
paint her sofa, she loves
garage sales, her beautiful red hair, her
sense of style (I need lessons, people.. it's bad), her gorgeous red hair... just kidding, but really. Of course, like I always say about those who share on Share Your Story Sunday (and I mean this sincerely every time I say it), what I love most about her is her love for the Lord. So... now that I'm done rambling, it's Mandy's turn to share :)
Hi! I'm Mandy!
I'm a daughter of the King.
I usually introduce myself with something like I'm a mom of four, or I'm Robert's wife, or I'm a group fitness instructor, or I'm a homemaker, or I'm a
blogger but I find my identity is changing these days.
You see, those are the things
I've become. Things
I've accomplished in my 29 years.
I'm still learning that the first statement- the title I didn't earn in any way- is actually the one that's my true identity.
My sinful flesh would like to think I did something to earn it, but God keeps breaking my heart into a million pieces and I keep losing my pride in who I am on my own.
I was saved at the age of 5. I'm honestly not a huge fan of childhood professions of faith, because I believe they can {and often} deceive so many adults into thinking they're saved when there is no evidence of it in their life. But I do believe Jesus genuinely captured my heart from a very young age and He's kept my heart for Him ever since {even saving me from myself in my college years!}.
In the sixth grade, I can just remember closing my eyes to feel the wind blowing while I worshipped Jesus on my country porch swing. In the eighth grade, I'd never been so close to God in my life. I would pray for hours at night, and I felt very certain God was calling me to be a missionary.
Sadly, during my late teenage years I didn't keep my eyes too set on Him, and I let the cares of the world- success, school, jobs, dreams, take over my vision for my life, and it wasn't until after I got married that He turned my heart back to Him.
We were young- I was only 19 when I married my high school sweetheart, 20 when I graduated from college, and I was only 3 days past 21 when I had my first baby.
I was the only girl I knew in that stage of life at barely 21. My friends were still in school, and marriage was not even on their radar, much less babies!
We moved out of our college town, and I became very lonely all day when my husband was at work. Today my heart goes out to new stay-at-home mommies whose world has been suddenly radically changed with a tiny, needy baby. It's such a hard transition.
Thanks to a sweet women's Bible study leader who invited us, we got involved in a small group and that was a huge blessing to us. We made friends, grew in Christ, and actually met people with kids! That was a sweet time in our lives. Our loving friends brought us food and showered us with love and gifts as we had three more babies.
In just five years, we paid off our debts, moved lots, changed jobs, had four children 5 and under, and I fell in love with Jesus even more.
In 2010, we felt God was calling us to move out of our place into a less-safe part of town. We took the risk, and God led us to
this house where we are now.
We felt like we were called to be missionaries at some point, and if we couldn't live in on the less than nice side of town in the safe USA, how could we ever go anywhere and truly be in unsafe territory?
So God led us here. We started a Bible study here at our house that's changed our life. We've met more people who want to follow Jesus- people who want to be crazy for God like we do and made even more friends! How cool is that?
Last year I turned 29 in October, and on my birthday {and for many days since then}, I prayed that God would radically change my heart and visibly change my life by the time I turned 30.
And He's doing just that.
He's totally messing me up, and I couldn't be more thrilled.
My
views on Christmas radically changed last year- I lost my thrill for gifts and the season, and He put it strongly on my heart to care for those who had no one to spend holidays with. I started the "share your feast" challenge on my blog, and we did it at our house too!
It was so weird, but He brought just the right people into our lives and we shared our feast in our home on Thanksgiving and out in the city on Christmas. It was awesome!
This year, I
made a list of character things I wanted to work on. I called them my "be" goals for the year.
He hit me hard again
on my complaining spirit- my second month's experiment. Little did I know my complaining came from
core lies about motherhood I was believing and acting on deep inside my heart.
It was a humbling, awful, wonderful month. I really never understood what discipline was exactly in the life of a Christian, but I think He gave me a little dose of it last month. :)
Right now, we are on the brink of starting a brand new small group at our house. God's doing crazy things again at our house. Oh, I can't wait to tell you all about it!
Really, if there's anything I've learned in the last 10 years of being a follower of Christ, it's that true salvation isn't something you just tell somebody you have.
It's something that radically changes your life.
To love Jesus is to keep His commandments.
You see, you could never keep them on your own- but once you're saved He starts transforming your heart through His Word, and you see yourself starting to follow what He says.
It's unbelievable. It really is, because it's a miracle!
You know you could never do it on your own.
It's experiencing the miracle of grace- the mercy of a Father loving and saving His children, His elect.
I'm so incredibly grateful He gave me this gift of salvation. He's so, so, so good to me!
My desire is to please Him and to glorify Him in my time on this earth- to fall at His feet and hear Him say, "well done, good and faithful servant." And I hope and pray that my time spent writing at my blog is for His glory and points others to Him as well!
Following Jesus is a crazy awesome ride, and it's always so exciting to hear and see what He is doing! Thank you Bonnie, for letting me share my story! :D
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